Monday, June 25, 2012

Decision ?

Ever since I finished my exam.. I've let myself loose.. but somehow I've had this thing hang over my head for quite some time now.. As the economy continues to deteriorate in Europe.. Major concerns in Asia's growth is coming to question.. If I do make the venture to HK in hopes to starting a new life there.. Is that truly a good decision given wut I know of the economy right now? What is unknown is still the future.. but as more data comes up.. there is more reason to back out of my original thought.. So many what if(s) in my head right now.. Maybe over the past few weeks.. I've gone back to the state of mind from before.. being as risk averse as possible and making sure a good chance of success before I start "investing".. As much as I've been successful over the past weeks in investing.. I've lost it quite literally.. I m starting to over think my trades.. just like over-thinking this decision.. Is it the end of the world if I choose wrong? Probably not.. but at the same time.. It'll set me back a few years probably.. While others have continually worked @ their jobs for 5+ years in hopes of advancement in their company.. I haven't stayed at a firm for more than 1 and a half year.. Maybe its just me not finding the true passion.. Or it could be I am in the wrong place at the wrong time.. I simply do not have that kind of appreciation for a job as others do.. Is the root cause in my thoughts because of that? Too much comfort.. too little appreciation.. life has been too easy and simple?